Sunday, January 29, 2012

Rambling

I should be sleeping right now but this is my wind down time.  It is the beginning of my weekend and with so much on my mind I just need a little me time.  I could go for a drink but I opt out ( not needing the extra calories ). Everyone is sleeping soundly upstairs, probably for hours.  My cats greeted me with much love at the door, just like every day.  I lost my voice again at work and although I tried to keep my spirits up it was quite frustrating.  I went to work full of energy and a voice and I left squeaking again and feeling run down with a headache again.  My headache has pretty much gone away and although my feline friends are here with me I have no need or want to try to speak right now.  My thoughts are racing....... 
         This has been an okay weekend.  Having the girls here is great and it seems the stress level has been minimal lately.  But I am sick and feel like blah blah blah.  I wanted to sleep the whole day away but forced myself to get up and be a good step mom.  I cleaned up the house, folded laundry that I had washed the day before and even cooked dinner ( homemade chili ).  I watched the girls giggle and play X Box.  I wanted to play around but just didn't have the energy to join in.  They will be going home tomorrow and all I can hope is that they know how much they are loved and missed when not here.  
         I am done rambling now............. 

1 comment:

  1. Being a step mom is a tough job only being in their life part time. But so rewarding ! I feel I can be more of a friend as a step mom then being a mom.Hope you start feeling better!

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